Message From: echristian@webtv.net (Elizabeth Christian) Date: Mon, Mar 27, 2000, 7:56am (EDT-1) To: echristian@webtv.net Subject: (no subject)

Going back to that idea of Promises to ourselves.

What makes us anxious, stressed, unhappy. More things to do than time to do them.

The first thing I must do is to stay away from this keyboard, this system that let's me look for satisfaction in a "virtual" place while neglecting my "real" life.

This is not just a lot of words, it is real life.

Yes, I am addicted. I am addicted as if I were a drunk, dope addict....and getting worse. Elizabeth, you want to be a good person...and you have a list of criteria as to exactly what constitutes a good person. Yet you are being anything but a good person.

You have been venturing over in the past 3 weeks into an area you never expected to go... Make your way back to dry ground...

Resolve to follow you best instincts, not your worst. Note to myself.... Elizabeth